Sunday, June 25, 2006

! - Don't the music drown you out ?

! - Don't the music drown you out ?

Updates
Life been great recently , been so busy with exams , school , galfriend and every other important stuffs.

World Cup is here. And i could watch at home. Life is jus kinda perfect for this 2 weeks. My baby is kinda busy too. So jus nice, world cup is here =D

But i dont think i leave my baby alone , right sweets ? hahahahaha!

Yah, anyway. life is good with me till i get back my results.

Alright, back to soccer. Promise to update more soon ! Cya folks!

! - Don't the music drown you out ?

! - Don't the music drown you out ?

! - Don't the music drown you out ?

! - Don't the music drown you out ?

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.

! - Don't the music drown you out ?

Inspiration strike when i was chatting 5 minutes ago!

I realised in everyone of us. There's a limit on our mental toughness. Sometimes the things we heard , the things we seen , the things we felt , the things we do doesnt seems to please us! And a little by a little , it starts to irritate us. Since the amount of irritation is low , it all gather and stored into our mind , piece by piece , a little by a little. Things goes outta hand , irritation increased and soon , we blow.

I call this the mind tensile experiment!

There are unlimited examples to give in life .. jus to name a few.

Work
Money.
Studies.
Time.
Relationship.

When working, your boss always throw all the dirty stuffs to you. Unfinished work , tough matters , dirty work. Any little things that could be handle within a few minutes are passed to you to handle too. Having the extra workload on hand + your orginal workload jus adds up to your mental tensile toughness. One day, you could take all the shit he's been giving out , you blow up and quit.

Money. You got friends who you often loan money too, time and time again. But your friends took advantage of your willingness and borrow lots more and not returning at all , or not on time when you need money on urgent matters. You blow up , friendship goes down the drain. That's another mental tesile toughness.

Studies. Each day, you work hard. Awfully hard , your friends put in 2hours of everyday to study for the upcoming test, while you put in 5-6hours per day without resting for the whole term jus to score well , and once results are back, you didnt get the grades you wanted for, and worst is that you failed the test. You blow up and gave up, quit school. That's another mental tesile toughness.

Time. You wait for your boyfriend , time and time again. Whenever he's got breaks , whenever he finishes school , whenever he needs to do projects, handle extra stuffs, whenever you go for dates , whenever whereever you go , its waiting and waiting. Its damn tiring when waiting is part and parcel of your life nowadays , knowing that you wasted enough time for all those waiting which could always put into some better joyful moments. You blow up, there goes the relationship. That's another mental tesile toughness.

Relationship. Time and time again , both parties often quarrels and not giving in. Relationship turns sour , each day passes , the lesser time spend together. As days goes by , feelings fade ...
Holding on to the relationship , handling other matters , testing the mental tesile toughness all in one area , all in one period , jus breaks down everything. When the mental tensile toughness reaches its climax , it breaks! There goes another mental tesile toughness test. =)

So , who on earth have the best mental tesile toughness strength ?

God knows : D

Sweet dreams , every cute folks!

p/s ( I need a sunbathe to clear off the stress and restart my mental toughness again =D )

! - Don't the music drown you out ?

Monday, May 22, 2006

They say life is an illusion , i wonder.
They say life sucks , i wonder.
They say life is full of laughters , i wonder.
They say life is the end when you die , i wonder.

At last eunice loan me the book i wanted , "what on earth am i here for?". It said that to begin, i've to read this book for 40 days ; no more , no less.

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**********My covenant**********

With God's help, i commit the next 40 days of my life to discovering God's purpose for my life.

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A life devoted to things is a dead life, a stump; a God-shaped life is a flourishing tree. - Proverbs 11:28

For everything absolutely everything , above and below, visible and invisible ... everything got started in him and finds its purpose in him. - Colossians 1:16

Unless you assume a God, the question of life's purpose is meaningless.

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For the next 40days , i'm suppose to read 1 chapter each day , to make sure i do , i'll blog constantly for the next 40days , drop me a reminder to remind me to blog , if you readers ever care =D

A little updates :

Very disappointed that i couldnt go kayaking on sunday. Sigh !
Very disappointed that my 2 quiz and 1 test couldnt score well. Sigh !
Very disappointed that my time management in life sucks. Sigh !
Very disappointed that i may not be able to go for coy camp. Sigh !
Very disappointed that my cough return back and i'm coughing again. Sigh !
Very disappointed that i didnt appear in church for quite a long period already. Sigh !
Very disappointed that my backache is still with me for quite sometime already. Sigh !
Very disappointed that i have so many disappointments! =(

But the bright side is there're many more factors in life that prevent me from fading out of life. =)

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Day 1

Thinking about my purpose.

Point to ponder : It's not about me.

Verse to remember: " Everything got started in him and finds its purpose in him."-Colossians 1:16b

Question to Consider: In spite of all the advertising around me, how can i remind myself that life is really about living for God, not myself ?

! - Don't the music drown you out ?

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Its beeen a long dayyyy! Sheesh. Its beeen 1hour 23mins already. Approx 40more mins before i dun have to wait for my baby, and i could see her at last ! Darn.. dog-gone boring here in library, dunnno wad to do. Nothing seems good, fucking boring. zzzz! And i'm hungry ! =(

Hmmmm, shall upload this few clips and i'm outta here too. Blogging seems boring nowadays! bye.

! - Don't the music drown you out ?

Monday, May 15, 2006

A young man goes into a drug store to buy condoms. The pharmacist says the condoms come in packs of 3, 9 or 12 and asks which the young man wants. "Well," he said, 'I've been seeing this girl for a while and she's really hot. I want the condoms because I think tonight's 'the' night. We're having dinner with her parents, and then we're going out. And I've got a feeling I'm going to get lucky after that. Once she's had me, she'll want me all the time, so you'd better give me the 12 pack."
The young man makes his purchase and leaves. Later that evening, he sits down to dinner with his girlfriend and her parents. He asks if he might give the blessing, and they agree. He begins the prayer, but continues praying with his head down for several minutes after everyone starts eating. The girl leans over and says, "You never told me that you were such a religious person." He leans over to her and says, "You never told me that your father is a pharmacist."

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A teacher asks her class of 3rd graders to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. She calls on a small boy sitting in the front row.
"I saw an air show. And it was very fascinating."
"Good, but I wanted you to use the word 'fascinate,' not 'fascinating.'" She then calls on a girl sitting off to the left.
"I saw some monkeys. They were very fascinating."
"Good, but I wanted you to use the world 'fascinate,' not 'fascinating.'"
Billy's hand shoots up into the air and she calls on him.
"Teacher, teacher! I got one!"
"Go ahead, Billy."
"My sister's shirt has ten buttons, but her tits are so big she can only fascinate."

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A cab driver reaches the Pearly Gates and announces his presence to St. Peter, who looks him up in his Big Book. Upon reading the entry for the cabbie, St. Peter invites him to pick up a silk robe and a golden staff and to proceed into Heaven.

A preacher is next in line behind the cabby and has been watching these proceedings with interest. He announces himself to St. Peter. Upon scanning the preacher's entry in the Big Book, St. Peter furrows his brow and says, "Okay, we'll let you in, but take that cloth robe and wooden staff."

The preacher is astonished and replies, "But I am a man of the cloth. You gave that cab driver a gold staff and a silk robe. Surely I rate higher than a cabbie."

St. Peter responded matter-of-factly: "this is heaven and, up here, we are interested in results. When you preached, people slept. When the cabbie drove his taxi, people prayed."

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Cough no more! 3 cheers!

I hug my baby lots today : D

Good night =)

! - Don't the music drown you out ?