Friday, July 15, 2005caught in the rain yesterday when at sentosa, then nvr had any slp till this morning. yup. so was kinda sick. been coughing badly. no one at home too. arrgh. actually i had been thinking alot ever since yesterday. had a very fun day but was ever thinking. many things flashes across my mind. the spark died off.. there was darkness in the tunnel yet again. emptyness filled with thoughts. dunno wad to do, dunno where to head. maybe i'm jus thinking too much. been talking to gdine, and she sort of waking me up. aha. her words like " you cant own all the things you like" , " presue your dreams, not let your dreams find you.". These words may sounded normal to you, but it contain deep meanings for me. cos i'm at a stage where things dun seem to go right. and need a listening ear and advices, and hearing this words makes me feel better after all. And of cos, god will make a way for me. Life is like driving a car, when i go too fast, i will crush. When i slow down, people behind me urge me to move faster. only god can bring me to a stage where i could drive in peace. He had paved the way for me, its up to me now to heed his wise decision.
! - Don't the music drown you out ?