I didn't know why did i wake up after falling aslp 15mins ago, but i can't put my mind to sleep now. Darn, forget all those.
Firstly, thankyou suzhen. At first while reading gdine's blog. I was quite shocked to see my name, and went to suzhen's blog to confirm abit. hehh. How cool that i didnt recall a thing i did that ever make someone so happy. Feels good all over the body huh? Bloody yes =)
Talking about it i realised her blog is getting more and more interesting ! well, i dont mean that her blog was boring in the first place. But at least for the past few post of hers sounds REAL good and she IS capable of write such nice SWEET sentence ! Or even such nice post ! For the last few post she talks about "bonds" "angels" "health" etc. And some which are facts and interesting stuffs that attracted me. Dont ask me why but it's this kinda blogs which interest me most, as in talking about facts, life matters, some daily news; knowledge! Almost everything of abit under the sun which i could learn a few things from it.
well done sockchan! =)
hmmm, let me just add on some of her post on my suggestions and my views ! Lets start with her post titled to "sharing time" + "the bond".
You know for me. There are those finger-countable sharing time which i had in life? Dont ask me why again. But i hardly share my personal problems or tell stories out of my life. I'm made that way, you see. I often find that there's not a single soul which could do better than God himself. And i would open up to him every now and then which he sits down with a cup of milo with me. I hardly shares with family, reasons are simple. They are the problems. Hehh. To a certain extent only. Communication between my family was always maintain at an alright level. It was never close. And since i hardly shares with family, lets not talk about NORMAL friends. So if there was this one particular day, i would open my heart like an open book to you , please treasure the moment and remember whatever hell i said. Because, you may only hear it that once. =)
Bonding. What the hell is that you asked ? Its when 2 atoms holding each other hand in hand , forming a convalent bond ? Maybe , maybe not. ( ehh, how the hell i know !?! ) All i know is that bonding does not take 1 or 2 steps to reach. It takes a thousand, a million , or maybe a billion steps with each other to reach the highest level. Bonding occurs between friends, family, relationships etc etc. I once told a close person why did i have 1 month relationship(s) which i wish it would never happen ever again. Its all because of the lack of bonding inbetween 2 person. Lets say i know this girl for 1 week, and i went on a relationship with her, how long would it last ? one month. How about i know this girl for 2weeks ? Also one month. I always have this mind set, that the most lasting relationship happens when both party been through many thick and thin times together for a period of time. How many thick and thin times can 1 or 2 weeks be?
Oh ya, future plans! Everyone would have this feelings thinkering in your mind before. What do you want to be when you grow up? How many kids do you want to give birth to? What kind of house would you like to live in? etc.
I have actually thought about it recently. Real strange feelings this year, jus imgine thinking so far into the future. But you can never be too sure of something. Who knows that i would never have another gf in my life ? Or who knows that maybe i turn gay before marriage?
I would want to get married around 27-31 of age. I would love to carry on living in bishan having a flat of my own. 3 kids sounds good to me. 2 boys 1 girl. (Just in case, one of the boys turn gay.) I love to have a subaru wrx ( its a car , btw). With my wife sitting at the front seat, and 3 kids behind wrestling ? And i would want to be a businessman. Which i dont know what business would i go into. But i just want to be a businessman! hehh.
Ahhh. this are just some wild thoughts of what would you want to happen in future. No harm thinking about it and blog out right ? heh.
Was reading xiaxue's blog about her "which person in the world, would you have sex with if you got this one chance once in a lifetime ? " <--- ( something smiliar)
And the song " Ru kuo ni hai ai wo" by Guang liang pin yuan has been replaying on my laptop for the past 6 hours ever since my laptop was switch on ? Talking about it, do you ever realised that whatever songs that are playing would affect moods while blogging and chatting or stoning or wadever things you are doing ? The song would sub-consciencely goes into your mind and take over it, depending on the tune and makes your moods go ga-ga. Yes! Just keep quiet, if you are going to answer me back saying that you know this long ago. I was referring to " DO YOU EVER REALISED ? ". Knowing something and realising something are 2 different matters, for your information.
Its 2.51am and my alarm rings in 3hours 9minutes time. (: