Recently i've been very moody , school has started , everything seems down. Even when i wanna see her , she didnt wanna meet me but went to town instead. Nvm, small matter.
Recently alot of things had happened. Lots.
Liping has appeal back to NP , heard that she's in 1.2 again. heh, glad to hear that. Work hard ger ! all the best.
Thomas and jiawen had finally gotten their bike licence , and furthermore their bikes. At first, feeling alittle envy , because i'm not allowed to go for the licence. Let alone buying a bike. But there are more pros than cons. Bike is fun but dangerous. Its not practical in raining days. Only 1 spare seat. And i cant afford to pay the installment for bikes now , because of my high cost expenses every month.
Robin had 3 tattos on him. As wad he did was the stupiest thing. Because , his tatto not nice! haha..
Wenjun reborn hair. looks good.
And most frightening thing was that eunice wanting to break with her boyfriend. Its approx 2.5 years relationship going downhill. It was due to much quarrelling and agruing. It made me think , that everyone has a limit to where things can go. If another person causes him/her to cross his/her limit , then everything will end ; in a sad way.
I always thot that eunice and her boyfriend was the best role-models for couples like their age. Because they are always so lovingly and they held on to an amazing 2.5years. But there's a limit to where a party can take. Whenever they agrue , eunice and her boyfriend will not give in.
I realised that whenever a person gives in too much , it would cause a relationship to blow too. There's no point in it when its always the same matter and problem. Its like me having a relationship and i'm always the one giving in, being there for her whenever she needs, and when its my turn to need her, she's not there. ( example )
My mindset has began to accept poly lifestyle. Accepting my fate. I was chatting online and realised that secondary school life was much more fun and lesser stress and everything better in any terms. But now , i'm accepting poly lifestyle and began to adapt to it already. Quite cool.
And tmr , i'll be finding a new CCA together with the gang , to brighten up our life in poly , to find the motivation we're lacking. Its gonna be fun.
I find that life is like a storybook , its always a good starting , bitter middle and sweet ending. I'm at the slow long middle of a book where everything is bitter and smelly.
The thin line between winners and losers , angels and devils was never more clearly marked out.